I know and i am! I am really happy and incredibly grateful for what i have now and for the things that i’m now able to look forward to :) Three years of thinking in a certain way, fearing things etc becomes habit though and i guess it’ll take some time for me to adapt to how things are now. All i know is that if i carry on as i am, i will destroy my relationship. I don’t want that. I don’t know what i need to do to sort things out but i need to start doing something.
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